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Daily Reflection and Prayer – March 23, 2020

When my grandfather was a young man in the 1950s he was in peek athletic shape, but it’s something he took for granted.

When he turned 18 he joined the Romanian Soviet military, like many men during that time. During his time his time in the military he picked up smoking cigarettes. He didn’t think much of it; it’s something he just did since all his buddies were doing it.

During the time my grandfather was in the military, he met my grandmother. After about a year of dating, they got married and shortly after had my mother.

As my mom was growing my grandfather dedicated countless hours to teaching her how to skate, swim and do gymnastics. He also enjoyed hiking in the dense forests just outside of their town.

Throughout all this, my grandfather continued to smoke without giving it any thought. After all, smoking was just the norm. Every man did it. Until one day, he was swimming with my mom in a pool and realised he could no longer swim its length. He was completely out of breath before even reaching the halfway point of the pool.

Concerned, he went to the doctor and had his chest x-rayed. The x-ray revealed black soot covering the inside of his lungs.

This image was a wake up call for my grandfather. There was nothing he valued more than his health and time with my mom. My grandfather realised that if he didn’t stop smoking he will loose the things he values most. Since that day in the doctor’s office, he has never touched another cigarette.

My grandfather is now 85, still rides his bike, goes for longs walks and is able to care for my grandmother.

It took an alarming “wakeup call” to shock my grandfather out of his complacency.

An Opportunity for Renewal

I’m of the belief that God can permit some evil (natural or moral) to shake us out of complacency. More importantly, I believe, that He can permit evil so that his power can become more evident.

One example of this is Christ’s death on the cross and resurrection from the grave.

As C.S. Lewis reflects on the early death his wife in his book “A Grief Observed”, he arrives at the following realization: “God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our consciences, but shouts in our pains. It is his megaphone to rouse a deaf world.”

Keep in mind this is a written by a man, who not only lost his wife, but also lived through WWI and WWII.

A common theme in today’s mass readings is renewal in the midst of suffering.

Amidst this current crisis, what is Jesus trying to renew in your life? I don’t think it’s a coincidence that this pandemic has forced us into retreat during Lent.

The purpose of Lent is to deprive ourselves of worldly comforts so that we can come to recognize our dependence on God.

I don’t know about you, but I have certainly been deprived of a lot of things I take for granted. For one, financial certainty. To be frank, when I looked at my families investments in the past week I dropped more than an F-bomb. Another things I have often took for granted is going to a store whenever I want and the shelved being so full that I have trouble deciding between which brand of canned black beans to get for making burritos. Recently I didn’t have the choice of buying and brand of black beans; I had to settle for green beans, which I despise.

Of course this is trivial in the greater scheme of things, but it goes to show how comfortable life I have been living.

Takeaways

So to conclude, I’d like to share with you some things I have been forced to realize in the last week.

First, is the importance of family. Luckily, we are staying with our family in St. Catharines for the time being. I feel the temptation to binge on YouTube Videos, Amazon Prime Shows, or scroll through endless social media updates regarding the pandemic. With two little girls, that’s not an option.

So with our family’s schedule being completely blank, I have been playing with my girls in the backyard as they jump and roll around in muddy puddles (they’re Peppa Pig fans).

I also have been practicing being still, reflecting on daily mass readings and praying the rosary. In the face of so much uncertainty, I have no option, but to lean on Jesus, if I don’t want to be overburdened by anxiety.

These two things I am grateful for.

Prayer

Almighty and powerful God. Help us to lean on you and trust that from this pandemic a renewed world will emerge. We pray for the ill and frontline healthcare workers, including my mom (who’s a nurse), that they received the wisdom, strength and peace to overcome this virus. We pray all this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

 

Even God Runs Out of Patience

One of the benefits of being Catholic is that suffering is not without meaning nor is it accidental. The meaning that I derive from suffering helps me persevere, even in the face of the greatest uncertainty.

Moreover, as a Catholic I find peace in the history of the Church, including the history of the Israelites found in the Old Testament.

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The worldwide challenges we are experiencing today in the face of COVID-19 (Coronavirus) should not shock the well informed and devout Catholic Christian.

Today’s first mass reading from the prophet Daniel presents a situation that is very similar to ours.

The Israelites are in exile from their homeland and are being persecuted. The first line of the reading (Daniel 3:25) places a person (Azariah) in the middle of an execution being burnt alive.

As Azariah is being burnt alive he pleads for God’s mercy on behalf of his people. In the Old Testament, it is clear the Israelites consistently turn away from God and adopt the ways of the pagan cultures that surround them. One prominent example that stands out is found in 1 Maccabees 1:10-15 when the Jews took on the liturgical practices of their Greek occupiers; going so far as to turn their Jewish places of worship into Greek gymnasiums. You’re only a google search and a few clicks away from discovering what took place in ancient Greek gymnasiums. Let me put it this way: Many “shepherds” whom recently been persecuted for decades of exploitation of young men would have felt right at home.

As Azariah pleads for God’s mercy he lists the consequences for Israel’s sins. They look eerily similar to what the Church has been facing in recent times. Let’s list them:

  1. “For we, O Lord, have become fewer than any other nation, and are brought low this day in all the world because of our sins.” It you look around the world, the church is bleeding faithful Catholics. Recent studies have shown that Catholics leave a rate of 6 to 1, while mass attendance hovers around the 10% mark in the West.
  2. In our day we have no ruler, or prophet, or leader, no burnt offering or sacrifice, or oblation, or incense, no place to make an offering before you and to find mercy.” While I will refrain from commenting on Church leadership, at the moment Catholics are facing situation where they are being deprived of the Eucharist, or the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

Let’s be clear, while God’s patience and mercy are infinite, we are finite. We only have so long to respond to His mercy. For us, God’s patience does run out and sometimes He needs to send a massive wakeup call. How we respond to this wakeup call will d

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